Today’s New Verse News: POLICE VIOLENCE IN REVERSE
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by Susan Vespoli
Three bullets pop from the back of my son’s head shiny, bloodless, sailing up the barrel of a gun that tucks itself into the holster at the hip of a 25-year-old policeman who still dreams of the person he shot 11 months earlier, still jolts awake screaming, I’m sorry! My son, no longer dead, returns to the bus and falls asleep, traveling to the previous morning at 6:00 a.m., where he and his unhoused comrades slumber in the underpass tunnel by the freeway. No thoughts of bullets enter his head. Cops who arrive at daybreak look around, say, I’m sorry, do not tackle them, snicker, arrest them for “sleeping in a public place.” Instead, they pass out blankets, coffee, flyers for shelters; see the wheelchair, the crutches, the backpacks, people shivering from the cold, not fear of the badge, the taunt, the violent ego of those hired by taxpayers to be protectors, peacekeepers.
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Susan Vespoli writes from Phoenix, AZ where she believes in the power of writing to heal. Before her son was killed in March 2022, she told him about the poems she wrote about him and addiction in their family. He was quiet and then turned to her and said, "If the poems can help others, then good."
Editor's Note: The New Verse News previously published two of long-time contributor Susan Vespoli's poems about the killing of her son by police: "Before I Knew Adam Had Died" and "My Ex-Husband Calls To Tell Me Our Son Has Been Shot By Police."